~softcell72

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(Sprung Monkey right my wrong)

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My thought process really is fucked up sometimes.
you know how when you can feel something but not see it your brain tries to supply a visual to match?

My brain supplied me with a severed finger

I was clearing a blockage from the kitchen sink.it was pretty dark and I wasn't really looking just kinda scooping this..thing up (the thing turned out to be a green bean,) but of course my brain..twisted as it is, supplied me the mental visual of a severed finger.




I know, I vanished for a few days there.
Got a little pissed off, I was actually working on a cool piece. unfortunately I also had a crash, and my last save point was HOURS before the crash....so basically I went from almost finished to...an almost starfield and a nebula.(luckily those were saved from when I started them a few days ago.)

Ever notice how you get the songs you don't really want stuck in your head playing in your own personal thought track? mine for two freakin days straight was the song stoner Love.



I wonder if music addiction is dangerous. I always hear music, I can FEEL music even when it isn't actually playing (that's where the personal thought track comes from)
sometimes the music is almost loud enough to shut out everything around me, other times I actually have to tell people to shut up so I can hear the music in my head (yes...I really do, do that)
I get some funny looks from people..only the ones who don't actually know me...most people who know me just accept it and move on.

anyway this really is leading somewhere, I'm wondering if I'm the only one who does that.

Do other people hear music playing in their heads?
Do you dream to music? (I do BTW)

it's like a playlist in my mind that changes to suit the moment. except when I get stuck on a song and then it's like a song set to repeat..it gets kind of old and I have to listen to "actual" music to change the station in my head.

I guess I want reassurance that it's not some sort of sign of psychosis to add to my already long list of psychotic traits.
c'mon people..reassure me.can you hear the music too?